Sacrifice
I'm sure there will be people, maybe even family, who will question us about letting our children be so different and letting them constantly talk about God. It came to me (I call it my mini-revelation—I know, cheesy) that, in a way, we are offering our children as sacrifices. We are willing to let them not fit in, not know the new songs, new shows, new fads. We are even willing to let them be teased, humiliated, even hated by the world because they have different priorities and interests and loves. We are willing to submit them to emotional (perhaps even physical) pain because we know that it is the right and most important thing for them to love the Lord our God with all [their] heart and with all [their] soul and with all [their] mind and with all [their] strength (Mark 12:30).
I think of Abraham offering up his precious son as a sacrifice; his obedience is beyond comprehension. He was obedient to not just allow Isaac to experience pain and suffering and death, but that he would bring about Isaac’s pain and suffering and death. So many times I have thanked God for not testing my faith in that way. I’m perhaps revealing too much, but I’ve often said “I just don’t know if I could do it.” Even though I could never compare my faith to Abraham's, my mini-revelation gives me a little better understanding of Abraham’s willingness to sacrifice and to be obedient.
Also, reminded of Rom. 12:1, whenever our children are suffering or hurting or sad or humiliated, we suffer with them. We cry over their physical pain, but even more so, we cry when they experience embarrassment or hurt feelings. I cringe inside when my sweet Gracie’s artwork gifts are misunderstood by the recipients or when Nathan gets ignored or patronized by the grown up with whom he’s so deliberately trying to share a story (usually the Gospel). We are offering ourselves as living sacrifices because of the hurt we experience on our children’s behalves.
I guess to wrap up my mini-revelation I’ll say that I want to be obedient as we continue to raise and school our children--I pray that my heavenly Father will continue to grow my faith. What is faith? Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see (Heb. 11: 1). It is believing even if every one else does not and being willing to die for what you believe. Faith is sacrifice, sacrifice is worship (Rom 12:1), worship is to love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength (Mark 12:30).